Yeah, I didn't tell you the whole story.
I've been treated for depression the last 4 months and matt wanted me to get out more (thinking I just wasn't putting enough effort into getting better).
I agreed in principle so I said yes.
But because of the depression, my work has taken a real nosedive and I'm on a deadline. It's my responsibility to fix shit I left broken or just didn't give my best effort.
I've just about frayed my rope worrying about work, and about backsliding on my word that I would go out and do stuff with people.
I don't even know I would be more productive if I stayed home. I would probably wade halfway through and say f*k it and feel shitty because I ditched my friends and made matt look like a jerk.
And he would look like kind of a jerk, because he's got the attention span of a 2-year-old and can't plan or organize or get shit done to save his life. I call ahead and order birthday cakes, and go pick it up the day before, so I can pack n' go. He waits until the last minute, and then panics and bikes around in the sleet for 4 hours trying to comparison shop 3 different bakeries for a very specific special request item. Which ends up costing about 3x as much as simply calling the most expensive place 3 weeks in advance and setting it up properly.
This is how he goes through life. I'm sorta there to pick up the pieces because I've given up reminding/providing structure/nagging/cajoling/bribing/having more of those little talks.
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Bart331 balance suggestion: aztec: remove civ
Voltiguer: Ender, Sioux in 1.04 will be a top civ, no matter how many layers of Sioux goggles you put on
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Crunkatog on Steam.[This message has been edited by As_Saffah (edited 03-11-2011 @ 05:01 PM).]